DOUBT

Over the course of the semester, I've learned that my creativity was with me all along, but was kept almost as a prisoner by my own mindset. It's been a long time since I've felt comfortable sharing anything that I've made, whether its music or with graphic design. I think a lot of it has to do with past experiences since going to college the first time.

My first attempt at college was a rough one, to say the least. By the end, I basically threw in the towel when it came to performing music, and my personal life took a toll to where I felt like I couldn't write my ideas down anymore. I felt like I had lost a lot of myself since then, and it's been a long journey to find all the pieces that I thought were gone. 

Talking through my experiences was one thing I knew I needed to do in order to move forward, especially going back to school. I'm about half way through a counseling program here at CU, and I honestly think that it was the key to getting back to who I know I am. Since I've started taking classes, I've felt my creativity blast off with everything that I'm involved in, and being in a more welcome environment both at school and at home has made that possible.